I went & saw Jack last night. He's been tormenting me via chat for the last week about how much sex we were going to have when I visited. One of our heated chats was this post. Ok, we've been tormenting each other.
I drove an hour + each way, spent $25 in gasoline, delivered more of his belongings (that he purposely left here), and we had sex once. An hour later, I gave him a hand-job.
Guess who didn't get an orgasm? Guess who begged for it & then was made to feel like an ass 'because he was tired' --even though I'd gotten him hard again? I was at his house for 6 hours--he had plenty of time to recuperate.
Guess who talked to herself in the car saying "I'm doneeee. D.O.N.E. doneeee" all the way home? Guess who is just a bit PISSY this morning? Plus, I've not slept but 6 hours since Saturday. I bet you got all the answers correct ;)
In related news, the laptop that I asked him to fix for me 8 months ago? Somehow he twisted my words around in his head, got into a fight with his brother over it & then gave it to his mother for her birthday. She gave it back to him a while back when he was still living here.
I was so excited to get it back. I had worked my ASS off for 5 months to buy it in the first place a couple years ago. And my kids don't have a p.c., so we let them play with it if they'd pitch in with the dishes or whatever. Morale was up. Production was up. The house was looking good. Bribery works on my kids occasionally.
When Jack moved out, I thought my daughter had the laptop in her bedroom upstairs. She wasn't home when we left. I forgot about it until the next day. Once I realized he took it with him, I asked for it back. He started in on this long spiel about how I gave it to him, don't I remember? And how he doesn't have a back-up & his computer is acting up...blah blah blah. Before the conversation was finished, I asked him when he was done with it, I'd really like it back. Sure, sure sure.
He sold it for rent money. I knew he would.
The dilemma I'm having with myself is...he left behind a brand new $125 fancy double joystick that he received as payment for building a computer for his best friend, Roger. I have the original box & software, but haven't checked to see if I have the cords yet. Jack had every opportunity to pack it & take it with him--but he didn't. Roger has been here & seen it. He mentioned that I should be sure & take it to Jack the next time I see him and I rolled my eyes.
I know for a fact that Jack will talk a friend into driving him up here to pick it up--if I don't deliver it to him fast enough. I also get the distinct impression that Roger wants Jack to have it back...and Roger & Sue come here twice a month or so.
I have the urge to sell it. I feel that since he lived here free for 6 months, a joystick is just a small token in the grand scheme of things. But I don't want him showing up on my doorstep & having a 'scene.' I loathe confrontation. And I don't want to ruin my friendship with Roger & Sue over it either.
I can't make up my mind. I could definitely use the money--school starts next week and my daughter's 16 birthday is in 2 1/2 weeks.
And, my ex-husband called at 8:30 a.m. to bitch about (un-true) gossip he heard and give me more threats of taking me back to court over visitation. I'll have to explain the visitation thing some other time.
I'm just agitated.
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oh that so sucks he seems like a huge ass but most exes seam to be like that. About the whole joy stick thing if he sold your computer he should give you the money for it because it was yours and if he can you should sell his stuff in till you have the money back because if you ever would go to court about it they would say that money he got from your computer is yours and they would order him to pay you back for it. I hope you get a good lay soon I know I need one soon or I am going to be getting pissy too =) well best of luck.
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