Thursday, August 6, 2009

Hallelujah!

They are coming to get the dog--hee hee. They are COMING to GET the DOG-ha ha.

And I might get lucky too. :D Roger & I have been fooling around for months, we've just never gone all the way. The flirting & teasing has been intense. Jack always encouraged it when he was sober--but if we were all drinking, he became territorial. Even if Sue & I were making out, he'd interrupt to pull the d/s strings & the next thing you know--I'd be kneeling beside him. Often with handprints on my behind. ~yum~ I do so love my sub chain yanked.

What to do? Roger or Sue? The dilemma of leaving one out, but I'm not quite in the mood for a threesome. When Jack lived here, I didn't have the guilt of leaving anyone out--we just paired off with each other's partners--be it talking or fondling or orgasms. Ahh well, booze does loosen me up--I may go pick up a small bottle.

I need a dom/sub session. I miss that power exchange. Plus--it's been two weeks since I've gotten laid. Yikes.

This morning I masturbated until my forearm muscles were sore. I used the same fantasy I've had since I was about 5 years old-truly. I've added a lot to it over the years, but it all relates back to being in a tent off of a small cliff in the woods & a 'caring' individual is attending to a wound on my upper thigh. Back then, it was just a camp counselor-like person lifting my nightgown to put a band-aid on. Now--it's much, much more than just a band-aid but it starts out the same way. Sometimes it's a man, sometimes a woman--sometimes both are tending to my different needs.
In any case, once I got started & had my first orgasm--the next several were easy to attain. Rolling the fantasy over in my mind & lifting my hips tensing my thighs--I squirted a small puddle just from clit action. Squirting is such a random occurence for me--I've yet to find the right combination every time.

I guess I do have a bit of squirt envy. The porn I've seen where the girls are like FOUNTAINS--that totally amazes me. It looks like such an intense release, I'd love to be able to do that to a woman. Hell, I'm up for anyone to make ME do it--just to see if I have it in me. I don't want all the laundry that comes with it though. lol.

Off to pick up some of the clutter & hit the liquor store & maybe have a nice bubble bath.

4 comments:

  1. That would be a hard one to call =) you could always get another kick ass person that they like then you wouldn't have to choose every one will be with some one at some time =)

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  2. It all worked out...and they've invited me to their house for a sleepover. They are such awesome friends. And they're going to take me with them to their munches & play parties.

    I'm not looking for a permanent partner right now, just going to be free for a while. They've offered to fill in the "dry spells" lol.

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  3. Oh coolness =) I want more friends like that haha but then I think I would have too much fun.

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