I've got a date...

Thursday night @ 7. I'm going to meet a man from a dating site at a restaurant. We've talked quite a bit on messenger, shared pics and stories.

I'm a nervous wreck!

Is it wrong to ask for a spanking on the first date? lmfao. I wouldn't dare, but damn. I'm itching for one. I've not asked if he's kinky yet, we've not even talked about sex. I'll bring it up if there's any chemistry or a second date.

Plus, I'll be seeing Jack later tonight or tomorrow & he'll take care of that. We're either meeting half-way & finding a secluded spot in a park. Or I'll go on down to his house for a couple of hours. And then I'll be going down some more...lol.

I don't have the time to divulge right now--but I saw a former stalker (who thought he was my boyfriend in high school) at my reunion. He made me dance with him --after I said No, I can't dance with my cane. (I can--but I was trying to get out of it) He pulled me into a hug, started swaying to the music & told me he still loved me. I said "Ummm, sorry, I'm in a relationship." He said he didn't care. Yuck & dammit. {Not going to tell him I believe in open, poly relationships!}

My friends? Yeah--they were worthless. They were pointing & laughing at me, while I sent them signals of HELP ME & rolling my eyes. They are SO getting a payback. In any case, now I'm concerned that he'll start stalking again. He always was a creeper.

I'll not hesitate to get a 2nd restraining order! The 1st one is my ex-husband because of his violent rages & coming to my house at all hours to pick a screaming fight. The police department are now my friends because they were here so much last summer. I like having friends who are big, manly & carry guns. lol.

Ok, off to be a mommy for a while.